APVS

This is hubby's latest title, another award enhanced his profile.

He would like to keep this as low profile and only wish to update one of his photo associate members. Surprisingly the guy published the news on his facebook and now every one knows about this great news. I know he is not the type of show off person. But now, seems like he is force to accept all congrats and envies from others. I do hope that he can handle it well. When competitions come, you will probably loss friends. (Get the meaning?)

Visit to Photovivo for more details about on how to earn this APVS distinction.

All About Health

Because of my terrible weak body, I have to take extra cares of my body health. I feel so bore of myself keep on in the sick condition. I already spend so much on the medication fees for the past ten years. I don't want this to continue happen.

I spend more time to read on health related articles recently. No matter is Health Facts, healthy foods or exercises; I have to build up my body health as well as my immune system. I already feel the pain. I don't want the same happen to my family members or my friends.

I loss my health so I feel it is very importance to keep healthy, but if those who has not come across, they might not have such thinking. Eat as much you can when you are health. This is what they told, but I am not agreed. Whatever we consumed, that will be how we want our body will be. The foods intakes are the burden or will bring us healthy; it is all depends on us. I would advise: Eat healthy!

Medical Leave

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Reach home around 12pm. Take lunch then already half day gone. I suppose to enjoy one day medical leave but I force to go back office to continue my work due to leak of staffs at our department.

I had already used up half of my medical leave. If I continue my Chiropractic adjustment on two working days a week, my annual leave will be deducted after the medical leave finish deducted....

Shall I enjoy my full day medical leave now?

*sigh*

No Confident

My brother in law is getting married next year. He was asking whether hubby can help him to snap wedding photos but rejected by hubby. Hubby's photography skill is very good but wedding photography is not his strength. He seldom snaps portraits. He has no confident he can doing well with the limitation of photograph equipments as well.

Actually I think he is no confident because he is not a full time professional photographer. He doesn't want to give pressure to himself. Some more he doesn't want to let his brother to compare his photography skill with wedding photographer Richmond. This is a very big challenge to him. So, he advised his brother to get wedding photos package. He does not want to take risk if his brother or the bride-to-be doesn't like the outcome. :P

Over Spent

I am getting worry now when I check my credit card transaction online. I had over spent. It is already break my credit card outstanding record. I had never owing to bank such a huge amount.

All the transactions are paid for the same reason. Those are all my chiropractic adjustment expenses. I am in the progress of recovery. But still don't know how long it will take to get fully recovered.

Let's see how much I owe on the credit card due date then only I will decided how much to pay.... :P

Investment Plan On Hold

I already had foreseen this at the beginning. I know this time I am going to use up all my money to invest in my health.

I suffered back pain since Year 2003. It's coming to 7 years anniversary. This is definitely noting to celebrate. I promise to myself no matter how much it cost, no matter how long it takes, I need to fix it.

The adjustment cost of Chiropractic is a burden to me now. I am happy I made the right decision to on hold my gold coins investment plan. I need money to standby for my back pain recovery. I still afford to pay the fees for three visits a week. I not dare to count how much I need for the recovery cost but I don't mind to spend as long as I can be treated fully recovered.

Dreaming for Debts Free

I have no chance but to delay my settlement plan. I did plan to settle my outstanding housing loan within 10 years. Looking into current situation now, it seems like difficult to make it true.

I am still dreaming to enjoy financial freedom after I fully settle the housing loan. This is the big burden. After the settlement, I can start to save for my two little princesses' education fund.

If I can not make it within ten years, then I have to educate my princesses on how to gain the maximum education funding besides depending on parent. Anywhere, I still have to try all my best to be debts free as soon as possible....

AS 1Malaysia

I miss the chance to invest in ASW2020 and Sukuk Bond so when the AS 1Malaysia launched, I go and grabbed.

I am wondering whether the fund is too big to fill or not much people is confident with the bond since I didn't see much are interested to invest to it. I even received negative feedback when I make up my mind to invest.

Anywhere, I am putting my money in different baskets. Some more the amount is no much since that is whatever extra that I have. I decided to try.

If we not trust / support our government, who will?

Work Phobia

Suddenly feel so hopeless and wish to stop working immediately. I never have such negative thinking before. I really feel pressure continue working with this company.

My office table now is full of documents separate by L shape folders. I have no choices but to arrange all in few towers. Luckily these towers still below my eye level...

I got so many incoming mails in my mailbox because I on leave one day. Back to office today and I need to start to do another new assignment. I still need to entertain those ad hoc operation issues. How about those outstanding issues? For sure boss will ask for the update of the progress. How am I going to answer? I don't have a clue.

I wish to have a rest for maybe a week or a month. At least for me to think about what I want for my future. I do wish hubby able to support the family expenses alone and I can be the stay at home mom from now onwards.

I wish I can get the Dish Network Installation done by tomorrow and started to watch TV shows 24 hours a day, 7 days a week non stop just to ease my pain of continue working. This is the best entertainment I can enjoy at home. I feel bored to wake up every day because I have to continue working under such a stress environment. If I can forget all my pending and outstanding assignments of my works, I think I will have no health problems anymore. Rest and relax in front of TV. Cry and laugh as much as I can. I just don't want to continue working.

Sorry for the mumbling but I just can not find a better way to release my stress. I know I have to back to work and no more dreaming about quit....